Thursday, November 18, 2010


This is not the end
This is not the beginning,
Just a voice like a riot
Rocking every revision
But you listen to the tone
And the violet rhythm
Though the words sound steady
Something empty's within 'em

We say Yeah!
With fists flying up in the air
Like we're holding onto something
Thats invisible there,
Cuz we're living at the mercy of
The pain and the fear
Until we dead it, Forget it,
Let it all disappear.

Waiting for the end to come
Wishing I had strength to stand
This is not what I had planned
It's out of my control....

Flying at the speed of light
Thoughts we're spinning in my head
So many things were left unsaid
It's hard to let you go...

I know what it takes to move on,
I know how it feels to lie,
All I wanna do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven't got

Sitting in an empty room
Trying to forget the past
This was never meant to last,
I wish it wasn't so...

I know what it takes to move on,

I know how it feels to lie,
All I wanna do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven't got

What was left when that fire was gone?
I thought it felt right but that right was wrong
All caught up in the eye of the storm
And trying to figure out what it's like moving on
And i don't even know what kind of things I've said
My mouth kept moving and my mind went dead
So, picking up the pieces, now where to begin?
The hardest part of ending Is starting again!!

All I wanna do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what i haven't got...

This is not the end
This is not the beginning,
Just a voice like a riot
Rocking every revision
But you listen to the tone
And the violet rhythm
Though the words sound steady
Something empty's within 'em
(Holding on to what i haven't got)

We say Yeah!
With fists flying up in the air
Like we're holding onto something
Thats invisible there,
Coz we're living at the mercy of
The pain and the fear
Until we dead it, Forget it,
Let it all disappear
(Holding on to what i haven't got!

Saturday, October 16, 2010


Firstly, hate people who take things upon themselves because when I see people who look or a pretender I'll crap and disgusted. to me that these people really just want to show off think that they were good, but actually not, but again makes the crap.

Secondly, hate smokers, as for me, smoking is a bad thing, it is much more harmful and one, because I do not like the smell, if I smell smoke, I will be dizzy and nauseated. moreover, my family all non-smoking.

Thirdly, hate the smell of rotten as we know, not only that I do not like the smell of rot, of course, those outside are also similar. I do not like the smell of rotten, because they disrupt the environment and makes me less enjoyable.

Fourthly, hate people interfering in my case, because why is it that, plus the things I want to go, but I do not intervene the case of the person, so people who like to mix in my case, you better stay away.

Fifthly, hate fighting and do not like seeing people fight. act of fighting for this, many gave bad. and those who fight can sometimes lead to death, therefore, if I fight, I will make sure it does not take long. If not, I would rather give up than fight for a long time.

Sixthly, hate if my hair long . Because when I has a long hair, I will fiber and uncomfortable. I am a lazy no good and take care of the long hair,. I will feel more comfortable and will feel lighter and easier to think if my hair short.So, if my hair long, I rarely will let the past, I would tie my hair or bun it.

Seventhly, hate people taking advantage of my goodness, if people do that to me, I would hate him and would not help these people again. meaning that if people do good with me, I will be better with him.

Eightly, hate when asked to make something work that is forcibly. I prefer if i do a job with my consent. as for me, when with own consent, we will be honest and happy to do the job without complaining.

Ninthly, hate the atmosphere too much noise and the place is too full of people. because it makes me very fiber. I prefer to be quiet and alone for the time being, I will be able to think calmly and freely do whatever.

And the last one,tenthly. hate to make people wait and to be waiting for people. because if I make someone wait. I would think should not be and do everything possible to move quickly. If I was, waiting for people, and if they are deliberately slow this can makes me angry and willing to leave one.

Sunday, October 3, 2010


First of all, many people do not know really, I talk a lot and likes to joke when I was really comfortable and familiar with the meeting as well. Especially when with my family. I love to make people around me happy and laughing.

Secondly, I do not like to eat a vegetable. Vegetables such as spinach are just that I can eat. I do not like eating vegetables, because if I eat vegetables I will be nausea and throat, in my opinion most of the vegetables all the bitter and unpleasant.

Thirdly, I was a shy and a quiet, when met with people who are less familiar, especially with men. but that does not mean I am arrogant, because I really respect the people who I do not know and another one, I'm not familiar with them.

Fourthly, I also really, one that is not quite like out tremendously. I would rather sit at home for my own work. If I want to go out, I was on my mood if the mood I want to go out. I will be out. mostly, I prefer to go out with the family

Fifthly, I am also someone who likes to please people, although people thought I was too good really because I do not like to trouble people. if they need help I would help them. I also like to keep the faith my friends because I was not comfortable when they are angry at me and I also do not like to fight

Sixthly, I also like to be alone because when I to be alone I will feel more relaxed and free to do whatever I wanted. and I, too, will feel more comfortable. when alone, I will be conscious of myself.

Seventhly, I do not like to take a case out of other people. Sometimes I rarely take out the people. So if, someone took out of me, without my knowledge, I would be angry and hate him. Because to me why people want to know about me, if I did not take cognizance of these people. I would rather be a listener only from talking about other people

Eighthly, I am a person who does not like to show my anger. If I am angry, I will be silent but even if I am angry, I will quickly cool again. Because I do not like to save the anger for a long time and I am also easy to forgive others

Ninthly, sometimes, I prefer to make something for myself without need of others. I prefer to be independent and to understand things by myself because that way I will feel more satisfied and happy with the result of my own.

Last but not least, I am a person who is actually like singing and love musics. Only certain peoples or who is very close to me will notice it,because when I am singing, it can make me get rid of stress and satisfaction.

Saturday, September 25, 2010


She is the first friend that i very close in class since in part 1 until now. She is nice person. Her face look matured. Sometimes she is also a strict person. In class, some of classmate call her headmaster.I glad to be friend with her because she is a helpful friend, she help me a lot.

Siti Noor Aishah(Sha)
She is kindly person and one of my close friend. Sometimes she is weird person. She likes to do things that people rarely make,for example she like furry thing and like to eat burnt cake. Sometimes, she is stubborn. But the thing that i like her is, she is a cat lover.She loves cats very much.

Nurul iza(iza)
She is caring,clever and cute person. She is also friendly and help me a lot. First i met her, when we together watch movie in sha room. She is also,sometimes strict to get the work done, but i like joking with her and glad to be friend with her.

Shabirul ain(shabi)
She is a very cute girl and childish nature but she is intelligent and hardworking person. She will finish up all of work, on time. She is also, quiet person.

She is very diligent,stylish and clever girl. she has very nice body. She likes, to make a joke but also serious in doing the work.She likes to be herself and do not hypocrite.

Nik Syaza Syafinaz(finaz)
Finaz is very soft girl. She has an unique voice and has a characteristic of motherhood. She is very close with Siti, since part 1. They are always do a work together.

Siti Soleha(sokso)
She is a quiet girl sometimes, but she is a very hardworking and clever girl. She live same hostel with me. She is very kind and nice person.

She is an interesting girl. She likes to wear Syria scarf in class. She is also very smart girl. When, i do not understand some topic, i will prefer to asked her. She is also, the important person in herba life.

Diyana Izni
She is close with Zara. She is also interesting girl. Many of us notice, that her face same with one of senior. She is very good in English speaking. Glad to be friend with her.

Ain Diana(Ain)
She is also live same hostel with me and also roommate with iza. So that, they always go class together. She is very clever in make-up. Ain is also hardworking girl and always carry out the tasks composed.

Nurul Fasheha(Ceah)
She has same favorite colour with me which is green. Many of her things are in green color. She is friendly and not arrogant. Very stylish and do not care what people say to her.We all call her 'Ceah'.

She is close with Fasheha. Shiera likes to wear shell. She is slumber and brutal girl. she is cool and glad to be friend with her.

She is close with Ku Nurazila in class. She is very good friend and cool person. I never see her angry. She is also smart girl and like to share her idea with her friends.

Ku Nurazila(Kuchek)
She has a pretty and sweet face. In class, we all call her Ku, but she has an interesting name which is 'Kuchek. Sometimes, she is corny but it doesn't matter to her, she is cool. She is good speaking and educator.

She is little cute girl. She is rarely talking in class but she is hardworking and responsible girl in completing the tasks. Although, she has a little body, but she is mature-minded.

She is softly person. She likes to smile to everyone and also rarely see she angry. She is also smart in study and diligent person. Always completing the work on time.

Fatin Afiqah(Afie)
She is quiet person. Rarely hear she talk in class but she is hardworking girl. She is very close with mira, wawa and ika. They always do work together.

She is diligent and smart girl. She is also completing her tasks on time. Sometimes she is also strict and emotional when she had a problem. But she is good friend.

She is friendly girl and always make a joke in class. She is very cheerful and also slumber girl. she always make friends happy and laugh.

She is our class cap in this semester. In class, we call she 'Ponti'. She is very responsible person and smart in doing the tasks that have given to her. She is kind and cheerful person.

She is very good and intelligent person. She is good in speaking. Because of that, she is take part in debate club. She likes to share her knowledge with her friends.

She is very cheerful and intelligent person. Always get best result in exam. She is cool and slumber person. She is also friendly and always commented to her friends.

He is very funny person in class. He never serious in class.He always like to laugh and make a joke in class. Although, he like that, he is intelligent and will complete the tasks that have given.

He is a creative man. Sometimes, he is also like to make a joke and have very unique voice because when he is talking it is clear. He is also clever and responsible person.

He is funny and hardworking person. Always completing the tasks.He do not like to talk too much. He prefers to remain silent.

He has a little cute body. He is nice and kindly person. He likes to make a joke with his friends. In class, we call he 'perot'.

He is sometimes very funny person. He is also like to make a joke and sometimes do not serious when talking. But he is good in completing his work.

He has a big body. In class, we all call his as 'Bub'. Sometimes he is serious and strict when he is talking. But he likes to make joke in class.

He has a very nice and handsome face. Many girls who see it will be tempted. Sometimes he do not take serious in doing a work he is smart in study. He is also soft spoken in class.

Sunday, August 15, 2010

My Roomates

Everyone who had been live in hostel, must have roomates. Including me, I also ever live in hostel since I in form 4 and form 5, until now in UiTM. In school hostel, I have many roomates because the room in hostel is dorm. Dorm can accommodate about more than ten students. But now, I live in hostel in University, the hostel is call as Zamrud.

I have been live in zamrud college, since I in part student. In part 1, I get both rooms at the top levels. In that room, my roomate is senior. Her name is Atiqah.She is part 5 student, from Selangor.She studies in course bussiness. During, 1 part with her many of experiences that she shares with me. She is actually, a good and hardworking person. When she have a free time she likes to spend her time with study and like to clean up the room. She is also a caring roomate, because she ever take care of me when I get a sick.But, now she had already grade. I really miss her and hope can meet her again.

In part 2, I get 3 roomates. I do not get my first room. This room is at the back block and also, at the top levels. My first roomate that I meet is my senior roomate. Her name is Nur Nadirah. I calls her Sis Nad. She is in course account part 6. She is from Kelantan.She is pretty and good roomate. We always talk and share our problems together.My second roomate name is Siti Nadhirah but I call her Didy. She is from Shah Alam and also taking course account same with Sis Nad, but same part with me. she is very friendly person.Everyday she likes to make a joke and make us in room laugh.My third roomate name's in part 2 is Nur Shafiqa. I call her, Shiqa. She is from Johor Bahru. She is same part with me and same course with me. So, it make us easy to make discussion about our subject.She is helpful roomate. She teach me, to understand the subject that I cannot understand.

Now, I am in part 3. My room is still the same,when I was part 2. But my roomates change, only one is the same that is Didy.The other two are same part with us.First, her name is Fara.She s from Johor Bahru. She is a religious and hardworking person. Everyday, when she have free time, she likes to study.She always remember me, not miss to pray. Another roomate name's is Salsabila or we call her Bella. She is from Shah Alam. She is foot path and friendly person. She likes to smile and help us. She also like going out with her friends and rarely not in room.But she is hardworking person. She always clean up the room.

I hope, if I meet a new roomate I can share knowledge and problem together and also can help each other when some of us have in trouble.

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Memory of Ramadhan

First of Ramadhan all of Muslims, will celebrated their fasting month. They will fasting about 1 month, from that, they will learn how to prevent from hunger and thirst and also prevent,us from do the bad things, like contracted. Fasting, is one of thing that is mandatory for Muslims before they celebrate their Hari Raya festival.

For me,every month of Ramadhan had leave many of memory and also have a lot of story that I cannot forget when the day is come. So that, I want to tell about my memory of Ramadhan that I cannot forget because every Ramadhan comes I will always remember it. The story begin with the first day of Ramadhan,my family and I were fasting as usually, 4p.m we woke up for sahur but my mother, woke up early at 3p.m because she had to cook for us. We were eating together, many kind of behaviour, I can see while eating together.Especially my little brother, he was eating but his eyes were also closed, it is very funny, we all laughed to him, but he did not realize it. After, we finished up our dawn meal, we all pray together.

Then, in the evening, while waiting time of breaking fast, I was helping my mother to cook for break fast dishes. My little brother, this time was the first time he was fasting,he was very excited to wait for breaking fast. So that, early he had already sat on the floor. When it was time, for break, my little brother quickly, pick up the food with his greedy and ignoring we all. We were very surprised, saw his reaction like that.But we still,continued eating.

Suddenly, after had finished up eating, my little brother was vomiting. We were all shocked, exhausted all the food by my brother vomiting. My little brother, could only silent and cannot do anything. Then, my mother told him to change his clothes and clean up himself. My sister and I continued to clean the contaminated food that was vomiting. We had to remove the food.

Finally,it wast he memory that I would not forget it. I will remember it, each time Ramadhan month came.That was my memory of Ramadhan.

Monday, August 9, 2010

Being Senior

For this new semester,I am part3 student.For the first time, I feel being truthly a senior,because before this, I was being part 1 and part 2 student are complicated and difficulty time. So, this semester I feel,relief and little light.Many of story,that I want to share about being senior for this new semester 3.

On 4th July 2010, I come to registration my room college in Dewan Sri Peria, I do not feel anything, because it was first day and I thought it was the common enviroment, as usually when i register in part 2 last semester, but my assumption is totally change when I see part 1 student. It shows that I was already senior even though i am in part3.

Sometimes, i feel better if being senior. because i will not feel in bullying.because before this, many of senior like to bully junior the things should not be applicable to all.We should think about people's feelings, not all bad people all the same, studying in the same place. The different is a characteristic that distinguishes these.

So the conclusion is to be a senior or not, that is important is to learn and keep their modesty and respect for one another.

Thursday, July 22, 2010

My Subjects This Semester


In this new semester of July to November, I have already part 3 students. I am the student in course Information Management. This course, I have to take 7 subjects. They are divide followed by their code and name. First, IMD 201 that is called Access to Information, IMD 202 Promotion of Information Products and Services, IMD 203 Support Services and Maintenance, IMD 255 Technical Support and Services in Information Agencies.

All these subjects are very related to our course. Next,is about another 4 subjects,they are BEL311 the name is English for academic purpose.CTU 264,stand for Islamic Information Management, and for KOKO subject is HPD117,stand for Intellectual Discourse.

Besides that, each of the subject have the lecturer that teach for the subject. For IMD201 the lecturer is En. Muhammad Ismail bin Pahmi. He is friendly person.When in the class he likes to ask question to the students, before he starts the learning. For IMD202 is Puan Rashidah binti Mohamed. She is softly and kind-hearted person.For IMD203 is Miss Siti Nuur-ila binti Mat Kamal,She is also friendly and funny person. She is the youngest lecturer that teach in my class.For IMD 255 is Puan Nor Diana.She is kind-hearted and caring person. She would ask the students who cannot understand.Next, BEL 311 is En.Izuan Ismail.He is strict and punctuality person but he likes to give an advice. and CTU264 is Ustaz Saidin.He is a funny person.In class,he likes to make fun and laughter to students and the lastly,for HPD117 the lecturer is Mr.Muruga Chiniah.He an Indian person.He is also,sporting person.In class, he likes to smile and make a laughter.

My opinion about all this subject is some of the subject related with the course. For example for all the subject with the code of IMD. Although, there still have some content that related, there have some content did not relate to the topic. We need to finds about the knowledge of the topic by ourself from other sources.We also can indicate some of the topic that we cannot understands.Other than that, one of the subject was there still have the practical that helps understanding the subject.For example,about the subject of IMD203 Support Sevices and Maintenance. From that subject, I learn all about the component of the computer. Another example is the subject IMD 201,I learn about how to get the information. The place that contain the information and how to use it properly.

Other than that, I have the subject that I like to share. The subject that I like,for this semester is the KOKO subject, that is HPD117 Intellectual Discourse.It is because,is the simple subject and easy to understand.When the time for the class, it contain many of the games for students,so it is not boring class.The lecturer is also sporting and like to take picture. The subject that I dislike is IMD203,Support Sevices and Maintenance.This is because the subject is too many about component computer,so I have to remember all that and need to practice.But the lecturer,know how to make us understand.

My expectations about the all subjects are really tough. Especially for the subject that not has the final examination. There is the subject that not easy to understand, I have to struggle and study hard for make sure my pointer increases.Do not all the subject is easy to understand, so as the student I have to ask,when I do not understand what I have learned about. This will help me,to improve my study. I hope for the final semester I will get answer the final examination easy and properly and also can become the best student.

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

A New Semester Begins

On 4th July,I have to go back to Uitm Segamat for the new semester.This semester,I am part 3 student.I reach in UiTM at 11.30 a.m.I goes to my hostel for send my all bags that I brings,my family was help me to put all bags in my room.Before I goes to Dewan Sri Peria for my college registration,I was eating nasi lemak with my family while I was waiting my friend.My friend was messsage me to waited before registered my college room.I was registered with my friend in the evening at 3p.m.When we arrive in DSP many people who want to enter to their college, were registered.

So, my friend and i have to wait until our turn.After our registration college is completed,we moved to our respective rooms to pack and sort the goods that were taken. So that it seems not to be scattered. My family also, help me pack my stuff.After everything was over, my family would also like to go home. I shook hands before they go home. They told me to study hard-hard and increase the pointer. I nodded and promised to study hard. My parents just smiled.

When my family was home, I got a message from my friend Sha, she asked me to come to her room. Then,when I arrived alone in her room, I did not realize that there is her mother, so I spoke to my friend slumber but after my friend told that her mother was there, I quickly shook hands with her mother and her mother just smiled.

In a few minutes later, the Sha's family also want to return to their homes.
Sha's mother also told me just like my parents to look after yourself good and study hard. At the same time, I get the fried rice which is given by the Sha's mother. I am very grateful, because it is the middle of my hunger and really to thanked to Sha's mother.

At night,
Iza and Sha invited me to eat with them at the booth next to my college. Sha brought a bowl of durian, it smells so strong it makes other people to smell. Iza, was brought the burger that she willingly spent all of us. We are all very happy for the time being, though tired, this new semester gave a lot of beautiful memories. That I would not forget.